Denell and I playing in the snow
Spring break roping with Stephen
This is my last year in college and have some very big decisions to make in the next couple of months as to where I am going to move to and what career path Im going to take. I write about what I am feeling sometimes and sometimes I will write about what I did on my days off or other experiences in life that are fun or can be learned from.
Friday, April 5, 2013
Feeling Stuck
Lately I have been feeling like nothing is working out for me and am just ready to move on with life but can't yet (mostly because I am not done with school). Not that I regret coming to Oregon State because I try to never regret anything, my philosophy is never regret, just learn from mistakes and move on. But I have not been happy being here since my first term here, last year was because I didn't really have any friends, this year because well I'm not really sure because I have a few really good friends here this year who we have a blast hanging out relaxing and havin a good time. Maybe its the location, maybe its the school I don't know but I'm really tired of feeling this way, it really sucks. I see many of my friends moving off working at ranches, barns, anything they can get to have a job and sometimes I wish I was them having the strength to just go for it quite school full time and maybe drop down to part time and just go put myself out there and do something I love. Well that's it now I have to get ready to go to class...Have a good day.
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