Life and such

So lately I have come to a few conclusions about my life.
1) I need a change in pace and to get put of the PNW...which is happening in June
2) I need to stop waiting on a guy that doesnt know what he wants
3) I need to get out and make some more friends...haha
4) I need to make time for things and people I love.

As of right now my entire life revolves around school what time I get up, sometimes when I go to bed, what I do in between classes, what I do after classes, how much homework I have (which is a ton), and what I can do on the weekends because of the massive amounts of homework and studying that I have to do. Now what kind of life is that? I dont really hang out with any of my friends and just kinda sit at home and moap. Well as previously stated in an earlier post I will be moving to Montana to work in yellowstone at one of the dude ranches. Go me life will suddenly change hopefully for good!

This weekend while talking to a very good friend who told me that I should go pack up my stuff and get ready to go and I said oh I will eventually I will probably wait for Brian anyway cause thats just what I do. Whenever we are together it always seems that either I am waiting or following him around or its the opposite he is waiting for me and following me around. But for what why do we do this we arent dating we are juat friends very good friends who act like we are dating. Last night while talking with one of my good friends and decided that I will give him until June when I move to figure out what he wants but I am not going to just sit around and wait my entire life for him.

Don't get me wrong I love the friends that I have and that was made perfectly clear last night when we all went to sharis together. However I have pretty much had the same friends since my sophomore year of high school and like I said I love them but I need to start branching out and making new friends and hopefully maybe when I move to Montana I will start making some new friends branching outside the norm.

I have missed out on some of the things I love in the last little bit. I love to hitch horse hair, however I hate twisting the hair to hitch but I love the actual hitching. I havent been doing it lately because I dont make anytime to do it plus it actually relaxes me when I am feeling  stressed. I like to knit scarves and I want to learn to make headbands and sweaters soon. I need to make more time to ride horses and make it out to the ranch more and practice roping more. I need to start taking time to just sit and relax and enjoy the world around me.

To new beginnings and adventures

Last night I got a call from Yellowstone National Park, I was offered a job as a wrangler at Roosevelt Lodge starting June 15th. I can't tell you how incredibly happy I am for this opportunity and how hard I have worked to get here. So I will finish out my senior year here at Oregon State University working really hard to pass all my classes until then. Unfortunately I will not be able to walk at graduation because I will be driving to Montana to start a new adventure and a new chapter as a career women in Outdoor recreation and if nothing else for at least this summer I will be fulfilling my dreams of working with horses as a career in outdoor recreation. I can't wait to see what this summer and into the fall brings. For the first time ever I will not have any restriction on when I need to be home so I can go back to school in September I can and will be staying at least until October if not through November and I cannot contain my excitement. Well I need to get going to class so for now its school and getting as much time in with friends and family as I can.