Crushed spirits...lead to new adventures

Today I'm feeling a little down on myself...I really wanted to date this guy but he just wants to stay friends which I am fine with but it still kinda hurts to hear that. We are really good friends and I would never want to lose him as my friend. Now tonight is Halloween so Michelle and I are going out. It will be the very first time since I turned 21 that I am going out in corvallis an tomorrow I am taking my cousin who turned 21 last week out for his birthday. Lots of drinking makes my spirits high and while I spend the next two nights at bars maybe I will find a new guy to pine over for a while haha and my best friend will be calling me tonight whoop whoop I miss her so much! Any way my slightly crushed spirit will hopefully lead to a new exciting adventure because Lord knows I need one because so far my last year of college hasn't been exciting at all what so ever I don't really hang out with anyone I just sit at my house by myself watching movies and tv shows on Netflix. Mmm boring! Well off to finish my homework and read buckaroo barbies blog and buckaroo girls blog and YouTube channel. 

Moving so fast

So fall term had been like blowing by now on one hand this is great because I am so ready to move on from college, from corvallis, and maybe even with Oregon. On the other hand I'm a little sad that it is moving so fast because I don't feel like I have really done anything this term. I haven't really hung out with very many of my friends. I have just kind of kept to myself this term and not really done anything so tonight I will be having a girls night with miss Denell which I'm so excited about and maybe tomorrow I will go ride to clear my head a little.